Wheew.... =p

ehem.. thank God for reminding that I have a blog.. ;) it's 321am, still, i can't sleep due to some unavoidable circumstances.. haha, malabo.. uhmm, encoding every thought that's currently residing in my mind would somehow lessen its functional autonomy.. another school year has come to pass.. swiftly.. siguro one of the highlights goes to the persons that i have met.. great great.. my blockmates.. especially those who became really attached to me.. haay.. eto pa, to shift or not to shift? lately, it sank into my being that the program that i pursued is not the one which is capable of satisfying me.. i mean, it's not my own will why i chose to be in that course.. siguro hindi talaga maaring ipilit ang hindi malapit sa puso.. really, i can't see myself as a nutritionist / dietitian.. i intend to please my mom with regards to that certain aspect of my life.. the path that she wanted me to take.. but then, i am not her.. it's not that i'm blaming her nor placing her name in vain.. it's just that, i regret how i dealt with those happenings before.. (not only pertaining to that stuff) but then, it's unhealthy to have "regrets".. it would be healthier if i would step out into something, in order to sort of change those unwanted acts that i've performed... i think it's not too late.. late lang.. ;) pero iyon nga, God allowed them to happen.. ahehehe, iba naman.. thoughts that appealed to me, this school year.. "there are no goodbyes, only sweet beginnings.." laging sinsabi ng teacher namin, sir JC.. =p hhmm.. what's in my subconscious mind?.. pero bakit conscious ako dito? ;) ahehe.. he just popped into my mind right now.. someone na napakasarap titigan.. he once made my "lub dup" gone faster.. as i close my eyes, that's when he becomes vivid.. (",)