Wheew.... =p

ehem.. thank God for reminding that I have a blog.. ;) it's 321am, still, i can't sleep due to some unavoidable circumstances.. haha, malabo.. uhmm, encoding every thought that's currently residing in my mind would somehow lessen its functional autonomy.. another school year has come to pass.. swiftly.. siguro one of the highlights goes to the persons that i have met.. great great.. my blockmates.. especially those who became really attached to me.. haay.. eto pa, to shift or not to shift? lately, it sank into my being that the program that i pursued is not the one which is capable of satisfying me.. i mean, it's not my own will why i chose to be in that course.. siguro hindi talaga maaring ipilit ang hindi malapit sa puso.. really, i can't see myself as a nutritionist / dietitian.. i intend to please my mom with regards to that certain aspect of my life.. the path that she wanted me to take.. but then, i am not her.. it's not that i'm blaming her nor placing her name in vain.. it's just that, i regret how i dealt with those happenings before.. (not only pertaining to that stuff) but then, it's unhealthy to have "regrets".. it would be healthier if i would step out into something, in order to sort of change those unwanted acts that i've performed... i think it's not too late.. late lang.. ;) pero iyon nga, God allowed them to happen.. ahehehe, iba naman.. thoughts that appealed to me, this school year.. "there are no goodbyes, only sweet beginnings.." laging sinsabi ng teacher namin, sir JC.. =p hhmm.. what's in my subconscious mind?.. pero bakit conscious ako dito? ;) ahehe.. he just popped into my mind right now.. someone na napakasarap titigan.. he once made my "lub dup" gone faster.. as i close my eyes, that's when he becomes vivid.. (",)

I wish i could go back to the time when anything could be healed by a lollipop..

STILL AND STOLEN

I am amazed that photographs attribute calmness or maybe stillness of something. My senses seem to be deligthed everytime I glance over those still moments.

You bleed just to know you're alive... ;(

Titleless

I close myself against the world.. And immerse into a deep slumber.. for it bestows me something which I am constantly searching for. ;-(..

Malaysia Truly Asia. ;)

Just got back from a really awesome trip.. We went to Malaysia, Truly Asia to join the Ice Hockey Competition.. Hehe, masaya.. Staying there for a week made me feel an attachment to the place.. Currently, I am missing it, plus the experience that we had.. The place appears to be our second home though it gave us a hard time choosing what food to eat.. They don't have pork, mostly chickens.. That's why I think I've got a flu caused by a bird.. Joke.. The country is quite dominated by Muslims.. In fact, it's official religion is Islam.. HHmm.. And also, the traditional smell that some of them, or should I say most of them got, whhooahh.. I shouldn't sort of attack them regarding that aspect, maybe it's a part of their culture.. My apologies.. I believe that a part of that smell is caused by the food that they normally intake, with the spices, specifically chilies.. Some of their food smells just like them.. Ahh, but it tastes really fine.. Oh, enough of that chilli stuff.. Going to KL won't be as memorable as I've experienced without taking a peek in Petronas Tower.. They've only got limited number of people to get inside daily.. A thousand, I think.. We didn't took our chance, we chose to stay outside and took some captured moments.. Thanks to Zaf, Ate Sharm's Malaysian friend.. He was a great help making the most of what we could have there.. I got the chance to get inside a VIP bar, hehe.. In that astounding place, I celebrated my 18th birthday.. HHmm.. What else.. Uhhm, mahirap magsulat, nakakamiss.. haay.. PUTRAJAYA.. ;)

EXTRA ROUGH DRAFT

I find peace amidst of the storm... Hhhmm.. My first blog entry for this year.. hehe.. What happened.. haha, talking to myself seemed to awake a part of me subconciously.. um, labo.. Biting my nails ranks to be the first among my bad habits.. I am hoping that in time, I would come to be aware why nail cutters are born.. Uhm, reading this boggling group of words, made me conclude how my mind works.. Thoughts enter without prior organization.. Weird as I am..

SI PED XING ;)

Later did I realized what "Ped Xing" really stands for.. All the while, I believed that it's a foreign language, specifically Chinese, which means pedestrian crossing.. Thank God, it's real sense popped into my mind.. Haha, shortcut pala, ped at cross X.. =P